{EPHEMERA}

A diary of the universe as it is to me.
Han river, my love

Han river, my love

What if what I desire isn’t what God wants? And what if what God desires isn’t what I want? No, really?

What if what I desire isn’t what God wants? And what if what God desires isn’t what I want? No, really?

Impossible people but possibly an even more impossible me.

Impossible people but possibly an even more impossible me.

Tonight’s reminder: He is my light my strength my song. Let he who boasts, boast in the Lord. Who am I to attribute all these to myself?

Tonight’s reminder: He is my light my strength my song. Let he who boasts, boast in the Lord. Who am I to attribute all these to myself?

How does one remember?
And how does one forget?
The corners of one’s mind is a queer thing.

How does one remember?
And how does one forget?
The corners of one’s mind is a queer thing.

“The worst thing you can do if you miss or need someone is let them know it.” 

Exactly the way I feel about you since the day we said goodbye. 

“The worst thing you can do if you miss or need someone is let them know it.” 


Exactly the way I feel about you since the day we said goodbye. 




A p r i l  .

A p r i l  .

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be,

Thinking maybe you’ll come back here to the place where we’d meet,

And you’d see me waiting for you at the corner of the street


Maybe this is everything it is. To come full circle. Three years ago when you opened my eyes to all these things, when you pushed me through all those experiences, when that one song represented everything we were about. Everything you were about to me. Three years on, I find myself at the very spot I know I would never have stepped into if not for you, and everything that you were to me came back. Everything flushed back in, rapidly, awkwardly, yet, ever so placidly. It was then that I realised that I’ve got nothing for you, the man who can’t be moved. Just, nothing. They might have been your favourite band, singing your favourite song, but now they are mine; it is mine. And I’ve come full circle.

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be,

Thinking maybe you’ll come back here to the place where we’d meet,

And you’d see me waiting for you at the corner of the street


Maybe this is everything it is. To come full circle. Three years ago when you opened my eyes to all these things, when you pushed me through all those experiences, when that one song represented everything we were about. Everything you were about to me. Three years on, I find myself at the very spot I know I would never have stepped into if not for you, and everything that you were to me came back. Everything flushed back in, rapidly, awkwardly, yet, ever so placidly. It was then that I realised that I’ve got nothing for you, the man who can’t be moved. Just, nothing. They might have been your favourite band, singing your favourite song, but now they are mine; it is mine. And I’ve come full circle.

Who, what, where, when,


Why.

Who, what, where, when,

Why.

Mercy.

Mercy.

Who knows what to call this particular kind of love.

Who knows what to call this particular kind of love.

1. Get angry for the right reasons
2. We meet God in the journey, not the goal
3. Wishing God’s best for you and you and you

1. Get angry for the right reasons
2. We meet God in the journey, not the goal
3. Wishing God’s best for you and you and you

Take me to New York, I’d love to see LA

Take me to New York, I’d love to see LA

“Now that I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also should wash one another’s feet.”

“Now that I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also should wash one another’s feet.”

Because sometimes it’s easier to meet God on the walk to the bus stop than in church.